The Ocean of Me

I was looking through the window

Wondering how far everything is

And how many scars people are made of

Pushing it between pain and smiles

How many heart’s will disappear tonight

– or how does it feel to feel lost and found

Wondering the price of a sentimental soul

– or the value of a pure love

Is death something normal?

– a passage to nowhere

A life above clouds and beyond states

A day with a thousand hours

A night with uncountable sleepless thoughts

Somewhere or somehow

I was lost in tracks, heavenly spoken

Barely alive when the pill’s over

Guilty comes for a new sunshine

I wasn’t made for this battle

My conclusions tried to cross the line and face the facts

Surrounded by a new dawn

Unfortunately died a long time ago

Saying goodbye to my soul

This has to ends tonight – I said

But I’ll smile instead

And cry above these pits of steel.

Fifty percent

Your true isn’t mine

Your caos won’t affect me anymore

It’s sad how things get until here

But I’m tracing the final point

The sweet of loneliness it’s quite

I hope you never get the chance to taste it

Neither I expect you have the happiness that you never deserved

Everyday I look to the mirror

It’s like an issue that I couldn’t swallow

I felt inert to the world

I remember just like yesterday

Dreaming was too much

Sleep seems too loud

I was falling apart so young

I just didn’t know

If I were a wave

I’d born into the sea ground

To toss the sand behind my back

And end uppon the beach

So I could go back to the ocean

If I were available to help

I’d save a million lives

Oh, how can I do it

– if I can’t save myself?